you always struck me as the type to take it lightly
I've noticed that 2006 has been a pretty sparse year in this blog. Though, i can't say i blame myself. I've keep a pretty decent number of blogs going pretty well.
The sky outside my window is intensely pink right now. I mean the kind of pink that can only mean way too many chemicals in the air. Not beautiful, it makes me a little scared. Fuck it, i'll die before it can really start screwing things up. *shrug* Sad but true. Though, in all honestly, not a good reason to be this apathetic. I guess i'm in a destructive mood.
Wanna know a secret? No fucking way. Blogs always tell the one person you didn't want to find out. How useless are you? I'm just another fucked up kids from the 'Burbs, pretending to be more than she is. But, I have a ferret which makes me inherently better than anyone else.
I should sleep soon. I haven't in a long time. More than 28 hours ago. my stomach hurts so much. I hate this medication but i know i need it. I could puke right now if i hadn't when i got in the house three hours ago.
I have this mad crush on a guy right now. Okay. A couple guys. i need to make up my mind. I just don't want to. I like talking and joking and flirting and come-ons and it's all fun for me. if only i had some self control but, if i did, would i really want it?
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